Monday, January 14, 2008

Untitled la..Mcm banyak pulak isunya ;))

So this is my second entry in this blog. Even though I kinda said that I'l write evryday, but time never permits.. so here I am!! Funny things happened today! I tot I was doomed but I finally realized that the damage that I did was not so fatal. In fact it tought me a lesson how to save my butt in time in need hahahah.. I was just lucky I know...and I promise never to do it again and ensure that my work would be properly in place and to my standard of perfection!! Enuf abt it la..

Last night I watched The Replacement. Keanu Reeves was the main character playing Falco, the quarterback of Washington Sentinel. As I watch the movie, I told myself to carpe diem.. seize the day. Temptations knocks all the time but opportunity comes only once. As MdGinty (the coach) said.. Glory, how matter brief, stays with the man! I think it's true coz, just like athletes, that particular seconds matter.. Thus, I'd better be wise enuf to make the right decision when the time comes. Last night a fren of mine from KPT called. We talked abt work and he was suggesting to me to do attachment at KPT for the duration of 1-2 years as most of the officers in his office are either sick, in INTAN, or MIA kot.. ;))

Knowing myself, I crave for challenges.. I perceive myself as a dynamic and always on the go.. Sometimes comfort zone scares me and does not flatter the passion for new things that I have within me..So when he told me abt it, I was thrilled! But the means is a bit difficult. As much as I want to leave my current office, I wouldnt have the heart to say it out loud to my boss. I care about her and as long as she needs me, I'm always there but I must also think of my future and my career path.. I cant just be stuck in that office while there's a lot of other things to explore and learn. I just wanted to be fair to myself! And I am sure when I have the courage to tell my boss, she would understand me... and if this guy is true to his words... I'll be esthatic!! Hahahaha..

The other day, a colleague told me she was offered another job. Gud for her...She has some doubts about her leaving etc..which I personally feel it's only normal. I believe that the only thing permanent in life is change.. I will embrace it but I am sure for those in the comfort zone wld have a hell of tough time when changes come.. And on that particular moning, her bag was snatched in front of her house. I would have been traumatised... The thing I learnt is that life is much more worthy than anything in my handbag. The fact that my fren was saved, cool pulak tu.. I think I have to set my brain to just surrender even though I am a fighter..I bet it's tough but I think I love my life ;))

Ishhh banyaknya bende nak tulis kat dlm kepala ni tapi bateri notebook ni pun dah nak kong!
Till later la...

Saturday, January 5, 2008

New Exploration

Salam to myself.. I guess I'll be the only one reading my own blog anyway.. I would consider this my diary. A lot of things to share (don't even know with whom but at least I am pouring my heart out..hehehe) but at least with this blog I am able to tract my definite feeling at the time of writing. Anyway, this blog thingy is new to me.. I got inspired as I was reading a friend of mine anf I found it's necessary to jot down wat happens to me along the course of my life.. Furthermore, probably this is my only way to share with pople around the globe.. ehh this blog works this way ka?? Dunnolah.. but anyway, whoever reads this, I hope u have fun and able to learn at least something from your time reading this piece of my mind...

Today was a good day in the first half!. I had fun playing paint ball with my officemates. Even though my group lost all the three games, still it was fun.. After analyzing the similarities of the game (the strategy etc...) with my personality, I realized that I kept on doing the same thing - the first two games, I went to the same spot and even when knowing that it didn't work. Why was that? But then again, I was ready to change strategy (during the third game) when the marshalls changed field.. Haiyaaa how to strategise la?? But as what life offers me.. it was all trial and error basis..taking risks (which I have not done for quite some time now..), opening up my horizons (in which I personally feel that it is already widened.. ontahlah.. may be I just wanna write it down..). Dah la kalah, kene kutuk kaw2 punya dgn group lagi satu... hampehhhh betul...tapi biarkan... today is theirs...huhuhuhuhu

2nd half of the day was really a challenge for me. For the first time, I felt so empty and bored to death. I CANNOT sleep - even I dunno wat happen to me..gosh.. tossing here and there but still sleep did not come!! Hampehhhh so much for the rest that I needed!!! And believe it or not there was NOTHING good on tv!!!

Thus, these unfortunate incidents led me to create this blog. Thanks to my boss for giving me the mobile internet for my usage. I apologise not fully using it for office matters but I gurantee that anything that u want me to do, I'll do it right the first time!! Hahaha yelah tu!!

That's it for now.. going for my isya' but a lot to explore in this blog... and also a lot to write... So i'll be back soon!!!